Its been so long since i updated. I dun have any pics recently and I have no time to blog either. Sometimes, I just feel bored blogging. I prefer not to use com that much.

Btw, I have the urge to blog suddenly and idk why. Maybe Im too free? I should do my assignments since Im so free =.= I just looked at someone's blog and I felt that sometimes life isnt that simple. Ppl changed, friends getting far apart, environment changed, and most of all... life getting worse! Life sucks sometimes. I wonder. Why can't human live a simple life and have a simple relationship? I dun totally mean girl and boy relationship, but including friends and family. Its just so complicated at times. And because of all this, there's no true friendship and true relationship. Everything is just so FAKE! Everything is like in a movie, having a different personalities. Its just so hard to trust someone when u have something to express. I always wanted a super huge teddy bear so that i could just hug it tightly when i need a hug. A BIG BIG HUG! Teddy wouldn't hurt me nor betray me. Teddy would be my best best friend ever. Listen to anything I say patiently and it give me comfort. I just want to express sometimes. But to who? Who can I trust?

Life is just so complicated. Why cant ppl live happily without love? It would be so much easier. Love is the one that ruins everything. Ppl could betray a friends due to LOVE. wtf. Love is more important than friendship? Maybe it is. But which 1 last longer? Friends right? When u need a friend, they are always there, but would ur bf/gf? Not necessary. I feel so dumb and brainless sometimes when I think of somebody that most of my friends said not worth to love/wait for him. But I just couldn't make it. Memories always running in my mind no matter what. It wouldn't fade away though I tried so hard not to think about it. Ist worth for me to wait for him? I know some ppl care about me and I should give it a try cause its just wasting time waiting. But I just can't. CAN"T. Get it? Not that I wouldn't want to forget, its just not that simple. Unless I lost my memory someday, like get hit by a car? Or get smack on the head? maybe that is the only way, to have a brand new 'memory card'. Would be great if this could happen right?

Gosh, Im so emo right now and idk why. *paused for a moment* okay, thats all for today. Wont be updating soon I guess. Will be having finals on my last week. Wish me luck ^^

- Exotic baby -

Lightcrafting day! Class trip for ID students to either lightcraft/ hunter douglas. We chose lightcraft and it was okay. The lights, lamps, chandeliers, etc, were really a beauty. The design was amazing, special. But the talk was boring. We almost slept. Hungry also. We ate biscuits during their briefing. Sorry, too hungry. No choice. We don't want to die of hunger there. Hahax.

Lunch Hour

Later on, we went to Sungei Wang & Times Square for 'relaxing stress'. Then, went for dinner with Tang Tang around Sungai Buloh. The desserts looks so tempting but we were so full and we already spent too much shopping so we wanted to save money. xD

Later after dinner, we went to Desa Park City, which was a very nice housing area. Rich people area! We enjoyed playing the 'children games' there. It was really fun. REALLY! Try to go if you know where it is. The lake view was also very suitable for couples. Romantic and peaceful.

Went to Nicole house for sleepover. 4 of us had pillow talk till 4+ am and it was really tiring. x.x

Camwhore in Amp Square

TOA was full with GHOST!!! There's a Halloween event held in TOA, which was 'my college' tonight. Actually we planned to skip class to get our accessories in 1U but Rainie & I was tired to death and so we decided not to follow them along. But the funny thing was - we went amp square rather den attending our class. Nevermind. We enjoyed the singing though its just both of us. We continued our moments till 5.30pm and went off to Block L, which was our class for that day to apply our make up and dress up. Everyone was busy with their make up by then. Didn't get to snap so many photos coz Im busy making up also xD.

70% make up done

Friends said I looked like 'xiao gui' which means child ghost coz I looked chubby =.=

Anyway, we finally done with our dresssing and make up around 7.30pm. Allen was coming over to join us when he found out that the main door of our classroom was locked! OMG! Panicked, but not me and I dunno why. Don't ask. Then, he went all over to ask for those office guy and open the door for us. We then rush to main block for the event. It was kinda pack there but we get to see those weird make up and it was fun looking at ppl's dressing and make up.

95% done make up

Ghost 'half family'

We had fun there. Really! Around 10pm, we went for our dinner at 'Ming Tian'. When we were walking pass, most of the ppl were looking at us. I was kinda bad scaring those ppl when I walked passed them. Haha. They were shocked! Sometimes, it was fun scaring ppl and making ppl look at you strangely. Try it! U will feel its fun. We sat at the table along the roadside and everyone was looking at us strangely.

Then, when there's car passing by us, they looked at us and we waved our hand towards them. FUN! REALLY FUN!

Time to go back. We went to pyramid to take our car there. And when we step in pyramid, there's another group of 'GHOST' there taking photos and they asked us to join them, and we did. Pictures are taken by them and I will get it from them later on. Some pictures were taken by seniors and the pictures will be send to me in few days or weeks time. So, be patience.

For more scary pictures, log on to my facebook account. Chocolate_yumiko91@hotmail.com. Thanks.

Im officially 18 now, hence, a legal driver. Woohoo~ My bday falls on wed, which was Eric's class. But on that day, it was changed to morning class, which was 9.30 class. Lecturer came in late for class and well, nothing else. But.... the surprise was, when he finished his lecturer, (for ur info, it was slideshow & the lights were off) he said there was some highlight today, and the first thing I was thinking was... HOMEWORK!!! But.. NO! Suddenly some words popped out, which was " Happy Birthday Vanessa Fock". I was so shocked at that moment and was stunt.. Then, there's more. A birthday cake was 'delivered in' by Ryan with birthday song along. OMG! That was such a surprise. Eric told us that on that morning, 3 guys went to his office and said 'its urgent' and the result was they want him to give me a surprise after class. =.= Oh, the 3 organizer were Andy(sister), Ryan, Tang Tang(Emo). Then, class end and we had some talk and went to Wong Kok for lunch.

Was asked to bite the candle

The huge drink

Part of the class

The organizer of the surprise

My face, full with cream

I think many of u guys know that there will be a huge drink will be given for FREE if ur bday falls on 1 week before/after. Just show ur IC. I got that too. 8 person, but we still can't finished it. U can imagine how huge is d drink.

Sister & I

Rainie & I

Later after lunch, we went to amp square. There was games in the room and we took turned playing it. It was fun singing and playing games together. Then, we went back around 6pm.

At around 7pm, I went to Naili Place with my BEST FRIEND, Yee Han. We had our dinner and talked about lots of stuff on that night.

Emo listening to our 'miskey mp3'

Yh use the mp3 to make a love shape

We both have the same mp3 for our 18th bday poresent

Our drink for the night ^^

It was a fun day! Anyway, THANKS for everyone for celebrating with me!!!! I had a really great birthday!